What a bizarre way to spend a day, exchange a few gifts, eat a big meal and lay around for the rest of the day fiddling with your new gifts or wishing it wasn't christmas so you could just clear off without being deemed 'rude'.
Maybe I'm just in a mood, i usually enjoy christmas, but maybe thats cos i've never bothered to step outside it and look at how shallow its become.
And the year ahead? well i know i have alot of very tough decisions in front of me right now, and i have no idea where to start, how to figure out what is right. I am sick of having to make so many decisions on my own, yet i'd be the last person on the planet to hand over my autonomy. If in fatc i have it in the first place:)
Is it possible to actually form a mutually supportive relationship with another human that doesn't degenerate into a co-dependent mess?